Honoring Alan Davidson

If you follow me on social media, you may have noticed that a close friend and mentor unexpectedly died Easter Sunday. His processes and teachings helped me be present to the grief for now and the future.

I remembered that we are here as a student to learn what we need to teach.

When I met Alan, I struggled with being present to my feelings. I was good at “stuffing” how I felt and acting like all was okay.

I didn’t completely trust my intuition and second guessed my guidance.

I was confused about my life purpose and lacked clarity about my next right step.

Appearances mattered more than reality. I got good at pretending that life was good and I was happy.

Inside, I felt lost.

I had so much trapped anger from events in my childhood, doing a job that didn’t fulfill me and a marriage that contained me instead of encouraged me.

I quipped that when I went home at night, I left my personality at the door.

Then I met my first coach…..She activated a light in my soul to care for me.

I understood that I can’t care for others I love unless I care for me.

I struggled with making decisions and procrastination.

I saw the confusion in my empathetic kids when I didn’t speak how I felt and remembered how I felt when trusted people tried to color the story to create a logical tale.

I DECIDED to live my life as me.

Then I met Alan and he opened me to me with love and mystic badass magic.

He guided me to trust myself at a soul level and accept that I am unique. There may be other intuitive coaches, but none like me. And, that is God’s plan.

So, to honor Alan and my unique relationship with him and myself I am opening my calendar for 5 more private clients. I was planning a lighter schedule until fall to settle into my new home/mini retreat center in NC.

I heard him whisper….Dahlink, do your magic, help your peeps, the settling in will happen in between.

So if you feel a pull to chat about using your divine intuition to become a queen of decision making and releasing the karma, ancestral, family baggage of being good vs right, then let me help you step into your power.

Step into your next right step and step up to you by scheduling a time to chat with me HERE.

You can also reach out to me at carolyn@carolynmcgee.com if you have any requests, feedback, or would like to contact me directly.